hmmm
well
today is my birthday
woeiiii
i'm 16 now, i can get drunk legally.. wel almost legally atleast i can drink legally now
?
and i didn't got any gifts
and i'm home alone
and everybody is at school
and i'm sick, for crying out loud
it's my fucking birthday and i'm already sick for 5 days
this sucks -.-'
well... atleast my boyfriend comes to visit me this afternoon
but i just feel depressed,, and every part of my body hurts and i'm tired and i shoke every time i cough
and i can't smoke because my throat hurts
so no sigarettes and no joints
tomorrow there's a festival,,
2nd influenz, with rockbands and stuff
so i really hope i feel better then. = )

here's the lyric from addicted,, i really like it

Have I told you how good it feels to be me
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...

You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....